The Grand Finale

so tired of everything. in the past, even if the world crashed down on me, i’d still be ok because i knew that there was a group of people i could turn to no matter what, and really, they were all i needed to be happy. 

i don’t know whats going on but everything’s just rly different now. i feel like i’m on my own for everything, and its horrible having to face your fears alone. 

REALLY wish i could have some kind of a getaway now though its q impossible. ah well. life. 

just got back from genting :) had a really really good trip with the extended family, everyone was so nice! going to hk sooon; having rly mixed feelings about it haha. i’m gna miss papa mummy & mei so much :(

WE ARE FINALLY DONE WITH EXAMS!!! :)

So proud of every single one, i think everyone rly worked super hard for pros. No matter what happens… no regrets i guess. We (i at least haha) did my very best. Commit everything to the Lord :) Even if i.. have to take supps… i’ll understand why i guess. ARGH @ PROSTATE GLAND ):< haha.

For now, we’ve a few weeks to enjoy our holiday though!! before prof raj starts making calls.. ahhhh. 

Really excited for Genting with the family tomorrow, and Hongkong with Shawn after that!! :) :) Haven’t seen him for toooo longggg omg. 

you’ll never need to be disappointed if you have no expectations

sad truth, but thats the way life works. and i’m tired of having expectations. i’m tired of painting such a perfect picture of everything.. because what i have been describing (to others and myself) are all that happened in the past. but things change. no one stays the same.